From the recording Life's Ladder
Lyrics
Wake up and hate it’s always the same
Feeling the weight and a lifetime of regret
If you only knew what was on my mind
You would understand just why I want to die
No reason to live, no reason to be
Everyday reality is coming down on me
The pressure I have, I just can’t cope
Every day I wake up, it’s ten times worse
Feeling the pain, it’s all I feel
Living in this hell, it’s all too real
You brought me here, left me to die
All I feel is this hate on my mind
Hatred for myself, hatred for you
Living this reality, I can’t see it through
There is no end, there is no hope
Every day I wake up, it’s ten times worse
Feeling the shame, feeling the hurt
Every day I wake up, it’s ten times worse
There is no end, my life is a curse
Every day I wake up, it’s ten times worse
It’s ten times worse
